[If you think I'm a hypocrite, then don't bother reading these post. You don't know my deeper side. ]

I was thinking about something and hearing a song played on a piano on youtube. As I was thinking about it, I turn and I looked at what aiai wrote on the board(present) she gave me. There it wrote,
"God knows what's in your heart and what you need before you ask. Even when you don't know for sure. God knows because he knows you. He knows the outcome of every situation and his guiding you even when you might feel lost. He knows how much you can bear and will give you strength and fill you with his grace and blessings as he walks with you everyday/ He surrounds you with his love and holds you gently in the palm of his lovely hands"

I think it's really meaningful, really very meaningful. I heard these kind of things alot alot and alot of times before, but most of the time, it didn't hit me in my heart. But I don't know, suddenly, I felt something, just something, something really very calming and loving feeling.

And another thing she wrote was,
"Make your tomorrw everything you want them to be. If there is a chance to be made, set the stage for tomorrow to bring it. When you're not sure what to do, trust God and just do it"

I felt sadness in my heart. But not the emo emo sad, I don't know how to put it.

I don't know what am I doing and where am I walking towards now, but i definetly know, I still love God.
If it wasen't for him, i wouldn't still be here but facing havocs. I felt him so deep the time I wanted to stop walking, really very deep. It was really the very love feeling that I cannot pull back from it.
It's you, it's you that kept me continue the walk. Not a very fruitful walk for now, but sure a soon to come.

Labels: I still love you.