I'm sorry for really depressing post, but I can't resist.
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Seeing her mother, I felt like crying. Why is life so fragile? Why do people take so much care of themself when at the end of their life's, we'll all still gonna die?
What would non-chrisitan think?

I learnt something after everything.
Never never ever leave someone hurt alone. Big or small hurt, don't leave them alone. Cause you never know what is their next move. So what if they'll strong in their emotions, You might not know how much their bleeding inside. Let's all cherish the people beside us.
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G- My dear, my dear. It hurts to know where you are now. I thought by going to the wake, I could see you and give you the warm hug, but you were at somwhere I wouldn't expectated. I love you. Please control yourself. Darling, be strong, please be strong. Don't be like this. I miss you so much. I regreted why I didn't went there earlier. I'm sorry for not being there. I'm sorry darling. I love you so much and I don't want to see anything happen to you. I'll visit you, I love you ):

C- Dearest grandson, please do cheerup. Nobody wanted this. Don't blame yourself, don't blame yourself. Please, don't add more burdens onto yourself. Don't hurt yourself. If you wanna cry, just cry out. Don't hide and give a fake smile anymore, please. 我爱你,seeing you like this hurts ok. Grandson, hang on there. Life still goes on, don't hurt yourself anymore.

Q- No matter what I say it never goes through you head. Today I saw you, today my heart broke. I never thought of not seeing you for a few days, you'll be like this.


To others that is really broken;
Please stay strong for other's. Help each other and go through this. Jiayous people.

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Exams is tomorrow, why must this happen. I can't somhow accept the fact that she is in another world.
M, I'm not close to you, but I really miss you. So does D and G and so many other people.

Hiash.
Jiayous people.