"Your parents forked out their life just to give you life"
The motivational talk today is like a superb. I think this time, it's really finally like a wake up call.
I took some things he said that kinda make me very intrested in:
1)You are your own enemy.
2)You take your life for granted
3)Cherish every moment,thing and person you have.
4)You don't even respect yourself, how can people respect you?

I screened my past 13+ life in a television screen today, it's really scary and saddening that till now, I realise, I never did anything good someone can remember off. Bad things? Yeh, Alot. Our trainer told us to close our eyes and lay our head down, and he kept talking and talking. Alot of us teared while hearinf and imagining while he said. When we were all ask to "wake up" I suddenly thought of going home to hug my dad today, but because of fear, i dare not.

So I wanted to send him a sms "Sarah hugs papa" but as i took out my handphone, Mr Owyong(principal) came in, so i quickly kept my handphone, and till now, i haven't send that. I'm sad ):
But overall, I think this AdamKhoo studying skills is a awesome one.

Have your seen how fortunate you are?

(another link, but it's really really pretty R21 kind. If your wanna risk it, don't have nightmare please. click here )
This kind of people really Do exist in the world, this dieasea is called Snake Baby. Their skins grow 14x times faster then normal human beings and when it moves, it actually can be cracked and they'll bleed non-stop. This is a really rare dieases and till now, in the whole world, less then 30 people got this and only 4 people survie this diease and still is living. It's really quite disgusting but can you see how lucky we are?

And my trainer shout this at us after seeing all the gruesome things, "What The Hell Are You Doing With Your Life?!"

On the way home, God suddenly reminded me of a pharse I really like "Maturity dosen't come with age but it's how you take resposiblity of your life" Then I thought to myself, I've always wanted be known as someone mature and not some kiddy kid. But If I don't buck up means I'm not being mature. So,
Sarah Wantes to Be Mature!
Sarah must study.