On the way to Cellgroup today, I was feeling so demoralize. I was hearing really emo songs and I kept condeming myself. I even thought of what to write for my post already, but during sermon, I came across a verse; Romans 8:1-2

"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death."

Somehow, it impacted me Alot. It felt like God is telling me "You are a body of Christ. You are my Child. Do not condem yourself Anymore." I'm happpy :D It feels like, God is always with you. He know every single thing you're doing right now, bad or good. He takes note of you.

When bad things come, God is with you. God will not forsake you, that's the fact, that's the truth you can't deny. God cares about you. Your well doing's and your troubles, God knows and Cares.

During worship, I thought and told God "Why can't I feel you sometime? Why it is when I'm so down, it feels like no one's there, even you." I didn't get a reply, but instead we started singing my love song.


When it came one part "Darkness may come, Trails seem so long. You are the light I depend on" I felt a really really super bright light shinning on me. Then God says "Seek me and find rest in me" Then I realise, I always rely on my own strength to get me up. But it never seems to work. Then now I know the answer why i felt that way. I didn't leave my problems up to him instead blame him for not being there for me. I'm sorry DaddyGod. I love you, and I'll stand up with you guiding me through. Thank you♥♥
Thanks for the fresh revelations you gave me. :D