To dearest you.

Don't change _ _ please, please, don't change _ _. I'm in fault, I know, I'm sorry. Empty promises were given many times yet you still trust me, I'm sorry. You are important, important to me. I don't know how to express it to you, I don't. I'm scare, very scare. I'm sorry. Every word you said impact me. I just don't know how to express, I really don't. I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't. I'd disapoinnted you. I'm a heartbreaker, I'm sorry, sweet honey words.
I only send that picture to you, I didn't put it on friendster or blog, neither did i send it to my friends, because you said it was cute, and I decided. That the picture was only meant for you. Gosh, I don't now where is this leading to. I'm just sorry for everything, Hurts and pain. A thousand sorry, everything have to be this way.

I STILL LOVE YOU ALOT, CAN? I JUST WANT TO HAVE A BREAK. A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING. I really hope i wasen't in reality sometimes, everything seem to have be hidden.
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It feels horrible when you reply my smses codly, my heart aches when you don't seem to care having fun out there. Boyboy, I'm loving you more as I part with you. But I must, It's feels really crazy having to be hidden to love each other. I feel insecure. I Love, but i don't know how to express, understand? It's not easy for me, I'm still young. Every pleasures turns into a nightmare for me, haunting me every night, laying on my bed thinking of it. IT KILLS.
(edited at 12:20am)


Love, me.

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